Oh my dear friend, i know you had a rough day. These days been so suck for you. You cry, mentally emotionally physically tired. You lose appetite, even do not know what's going on with yourself, ah nah, you know the reason what's wrong with you actually, but you deny it, or maybe you have no strength to share it with someone else?
My dear friend, if you need someone else to share your problems, your pain, or your sadness, come to me. I will give you my so-not- warm hug. I will not tell you that everything is okay because the reality is pain, i understand how you really feel, i do not know how to solve your problems, but.. please, do not be afraid, i will always be with you, all ears for your problems, and do not feel you are alone because i got your back, on your side.
I knew how it feels when you need someone on your rough day but no one care, when you cry all night but no one knows, no one knows your pain, your problems, your sadness. You keep all of them for yourself. It hurts.. Painful.. Lonely..
I know how it feels because i have felt that, i remember how i cried in those days. I do not know who can i tell my problems with.. ah no, i just needed someone who can be my side, no need to solve my problems but be there for me in my rough days.
Let's go back to you, once again, no need feel alone because i am here for you anything you need. I will help you as much as i can. Remember that everyone makes mistake, nobody is perfect, so do you and me of course. So... it is okay for you to be not okay or show your pain, let everything that bother you go.
Breath... Inhale... Exhale...
I know you can pass all of these pains, problems, and sadness.
I know you will be a stronger person that you are ever be.
Do not let everything ruin your life.
And remember this one, you deserve all the loves and happiness.
Bogor, July 11th 2019
Written from the bottom of my heart,
Nadya.
